Procrastination

Current Situation...uurrgghh!

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Happy New Year 2017!

Happy New Year 2017 Bloggers! First wish 🙏: New year please give me courage to continue blogging because I love to. Its been 2 month since the last post kan. Sempat blogwalking before writing this post and everyone were so exited, so motivated to keep this blogging things ON this year. On the contrary, I'm at the lowest point of my motivation to keep blogging😔. But, it's new year...I should start with something positive and keeping this Blog alive is one of the challenge that I should accept, right? Hell yes!💪 Consider this as one of my 2017 resolution ✌. Sia suka dorang tambah ni special character button 😁. 

Okay, now a brief recap of my 2016 :

1. Travelled to Perth Australia, Koh Samui (Thailand), Penang, Kundasang

2. Work - Incharge of two Branch/department/ Unit. Sometimes, it's tiring especially with non-supportive leader.

3. Got married on July

4. My sister engaged

5. November - I'm pregnant. Unplanned. But its the biggest blessing 💑 for  both of us. To be honest I'm not ready yet, we are not ready but we should be, right? 😅.

6. Start doing part time business. Please support me at  http://alicefavfashion.com/ . And I'm officially one of Tone Plus Prepaid agent/dealer. So, anyone who interested with Tone Plus mobile prepaid don't hesitate to contact me ya 😊.

2016 is the most challenging year so far. Lot of ups and downs. But let the negative things go la. Lesson learned. I need to move on. Learn to forgive and forget. Practice 'give and take' in our relationship. May God blessing shower on us this year. May we love each other more ; expecting our first child on Jun (still a few month to go ya). Keep up the positive attitude (susah sikit ni becos pregnancy kasi emo sa selalu). Post more inspirational stuff in this blog a.k.a keep blogging la. Berusaha kasi maju ni part time bisnes. Basically, that's few of my 2017 resolution/wish...haha just to keep my mind on track. Its gonna be tough.

Bah, itu saja la. Happy Chinese New Year! 

Macam inda exited sa mau travel ni CNY Holiday tau..hurrmm 😐😐.

Working dilemma

Again I'm thinking that my current job does not suit me.

I'm bored with the same routine. Am tired with the do and don't rules. I hate when the superior pushing me to achieve certain target and most of all I hate when some of them not being a supportive leader. Some of them only care if they can take advantage of the situation. Working environment also not encouraging.

 The conclusion is I'm not satisfied with my job. 

Then why applied for it in the first place?  

My family is not wealthy, with lotsa sibling (9 of us) and being the 2nd eldest of all...I gotta grab any chances in front of me...especially a secure job..I'm not even thinking what kind of job I'll be doing and will I love it or not...no even a second thought! Getting a secure job as soon as possible is the only thing that I keep in mind. F*** the interest and my dream job!   

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I'm not complaining about my responsibility as the eldest daughter/2nd eldest of all though. And my siblings are not my burden, it's a family responsibility. I'm just hope that they did not take everything that we do/give to them for granted. My wish for them to success in life, so that they can help our family and share the responsibility. But it's fear me when some of my sibling are too overwhelmed with the tech and gadget. It's fear me when some of  them thinking just for themselves.

Macam-macam ragam. Hmmm mybe it just part of growing up, right?

Dear siblings, be wise with the choices you made...

Lets say the situation is good enough for me to choose my interest/passion over my current job, of course I'll go with my passion. You might think I'm crazy if I say my interest is towards farming @ agricultural field but that's what I wish to do in my life...both my parent are farmer, and I know it's a hardcore field especially for woman but I like  it...I love it. Agricultural is a business, and the demand for the natural/organic farm product is growing fast. I dream to have my own fresh grocery store : sometimes I think it's too high for me to reach....waayy to high...but I will keep dreaming, at the same time work on it step by step...progressing too slow but its okay.

I've been talking to hubby about this on and on, of course he is very supportive but it's not the time yet to leave my job for that ambition/wish. Slowly start with a small project and when thing takes off I should leave. Ahhh leaving my job without having any alternatives might be a bad idea especially when most of the responsibilities involving money. Fuuhh..yeaah money is a big deal!

~thesayI'mdaydreaming
~theywillsaythatI'mnotgrateful
~trytolovemyjobbutIcan't
~RamblingOfTheDay

Till then bloggers.

Photos gone viral!!!!???

Hello dear blog and readers :)
Am back to routine after all the wedding chaos. Another reception on Sept for the groom side.
Happy Married life to me..ahaha

Okay, let's go the serious topic first ar. My photo gone viral and they got it from my blog. This is for the second time, but this time it is acceptable la. Meseg yang disampaikan memang ngam dengan gambar2 yang dia share termasuk gambar dari blog ni la. tq k.

To be honest, I'm not ready for this kind of situation even though I'm well aware that this is one of the consequences when I make this blog open for public reader. Suddenly became famous for a while because someone share my photos on Facebook, haha a bit uncomfortable for me...I'm not use to be the center of attention. But as long as they share it with a good intention and with appropriate caption/comment, it's okay la...hopefully can inspired other people.  

About the 'appropriate caption/comment' ya ; 
Few months back, someone on Facebook who claim himself 'social media activist' posted my photo with a caption related to the foreign workers from Bangladesh brought to Malaysia issues. I think the  message he want to deliver is not really ngam/compatible with the photo of me that he downloaded from this blog an upload it on FB. I pm him but no respond. So, I reported his post as a spam. Checked on his FB wall and there are more photos of individual posted with a inappropriate caption (in my opinion). I hate that unprofessional attitude. Posting and sharing random photos of other people doesn't make you an activist, okay? Especially when you didn't ask permission to use that photo. I know that social media like Facebook & whatapps make it easier to share information but please have some ethic when you share others photos/information. The best is, ask their consent first la kan.

Last but not least, did you read my Blog Disclaimer/condition before taking/use any photos of mine for your work/activities?
If not, please do. Am happy if can inspired/help other people to inspired others but there are limit when you use others property, right? Peace ya. psst I not angry lorr...

I know that most of my blog post are my random thought  and ideas. Some just a crappy stories/emo punya cerita which are not worth to read. Apa pun, thanks for visiting and reading my stories & rambling kali la. ^_^

A bit tired of the wedding thingy. Talk about that next time la ya. Till then.
♥

Wedding Countdown

Last-Minute checklist :

Church Blessing - All set! Rehearsal a day before wedding!

Hire Caterer - All set!

Hall Deco - All set except photo booth! 

Wedding Dress, Bridesmaids, Best mans - All set : Try church gown and coat next week!

Music and PA System - All set!

Drink (Beer & Cocktail) - 40% : Order alcohol!

Shopping List - 50%

Reception Order of event - 80%

Register Marriage - Waiting for the ROM ceremony date

Wedding Ring - Done!

Doorgift - 50% 

Book Transportation - All set!

Photographer & Videographer - All set! But need to confirm!

Wedding Cake - All set! 

Day before Wedding - Hall Deco, church blessing rehearsal, Shopping

Start cuti tomorrow for the final touch of our wedding preparation. Aarghhh busy busy busy!. Won't be here for the time being.

Selamat Hari Raya in advance kio kumaa toinsanan. Till then bloggers. Wish me luck! 

How do I look in Saree?

Dusun girl in saree.
Our Big Day is coming. Am nervous.

Currently addicted to - Online Shopping

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I never thought that Online Shopping could be so addicting. For some reason, I'm not really interested in online shopping until one of my work mate introduce few websites she used to shop for girly stuff (dresses, bag, footwear etc). One of the reason is, I afraid the quality does not reach my expectation and I end up regretting for wasting money. Another things is, the size, especially when it comes to clothes, footwear etc. How if the size doesn't fit me? Will they really follow their stated return policy? And how if the parcel never reach you? Is it safe to pay the item online? Surely, traditional shopping is more convenience, right? I mean, you can try the item on the spot and if it doesn't fit your size, you can ask for other sizes. Moreover, you can judge the quality of the item yourself and not base on others testimonial/review which sometimes might be bias. Nah for the newbie in online shopping will face these dilemma, just like me, previously. Now, I'm kinda comfortable (maybe addicted) shopping online. Haha do you wanna know why?

These are few reason la :

1. Save time and money. I'm currently working at small district which is quit far from town (3 hour drive). Of course it will be a waste of time and money if I go down just to buy a new clothes/footwear etc. For satisfaction, make sure to compare the shopping sites to find the best prices for every products you wanna buy.

2. There are wide range of choices compared to shopping mall. Apart from price, this is another reason why online shopping is so addicting. But I am a bit fussy about wasting money, so I only shopping item that below RM 100. Still, quality of the item is the most important for me and I don't wanna risk it. For the time being, I only shop online for girly stuff especially dresses and bag. 

For pricey stuff, I still shop it the old way. ^.^

3. It's so convenience! You can shop anytime, anywhere. Imagine next week you have a dinner and you wanna wear a new dress but you don't have a time to go to the mall and buy one. Nah, the best solution is, shop online! Choose the Pos Laju delivery, and your parcel will be there in few days. 

Anyways, am I completely get rid of my dilemma? Of course not especially on the safety and security of any transaction I made online. For sure nothing is completely safe, so always choose to shop with the reputable company. Ask your online shopaholic friends (surely you do have one, don't you?) which site is the best/secure/well known for online shopping.

There are few shopping sites suggested by my friends but I might share it next time ya. So, do you used to shop online? If yes, do share your favorite shopping sites ya. 

Or do you prefer the traditional shopping? 

Anyway, thanks for stopping by guys. Have a nice day. Till then.

Wedding Planning Checklist! wowww O_O

Finally, I start doing something for our Wedding. hehe buat checklist dulu.

It's stressful to see all the list...woow, a lot of work to do la. I think boleh compress lagi ni list kan?

Nevertheless, am/we gonna enjoy working on this because it's once in a lifetime experience! ^^

All is well, all is well ♥

Anyway, have a nice day fellas! ♥

Closing Post : Reflection and Christmas Wishes

Hello dear blog and readers (if there's anyone reading/following my post *thanks a lot*).

Holiday mood already activated. This is my last day working for the year 2015. Yay!

And most probably this is my last post for this year. Taking a 'blog hiatus' for few weeks, mybe a month..haha this blog need a break too. 

Guess 'he' maybe tired with some of my crappy entry..lol.

Hmmm looking back throughout my 2015 archive..and I pat myself on the back because there are still some significant stories..ahhh for the suck/crappy entry, I wont regret for writing/posting it.

It's my thought anyway and here is my platform to express myself, my thought, my mind.

I write for myself. For my reflection and inspiration. But deep in my heart I hope that I could inspire others.

So, I'll keep blogging! haha next year will be another room for improvement. And there's always something to improve. Yeah, that's the spirit!

So, guys here I summarize my favorite and most significant (might no for you, but YES for Me) post throughout this year :  

January 2015 - it's hard and stressful but I manage to keep smiling

February 2015 -  How far I've been traveled, yet there was still so much more to explore!

April 2015  - Most significant event at Di Kampung

  June 2015 - Tragic moment of Mount Kinabalu and the Sabahan. I only could offer my prayer. 

July 2015 - 1 - Another reflection for me, the Orang Kampung.

July 2015 -2 - The most memorable and priceless experience this year.

 August 2015- I will never forget this month. My heart flooded with love ♥.

September 2015, Engagement - Sea of love. I'm engaged! ♥

November 2015 - Extreme adventure!

...................and December is a month of reflection, though I didn't share most of it here/in my previous post.

This year have been a great experience for me. Next year might be the challenging one. But, who knows...perhaps, it might be the most exciting years. Mysteries of life; the future.

Anyway, have a wonderful day ahead beautiful people.

Happy holiday!

Best wishes for Christmas and prosperous happy new year!

aahhhh can't wait for Christmas ♥. Joy to the world!

#I wonder napa tiada kemeriahan Krimas disiarkan di Local (Malaysian) tv/radio, tidak seperti dahulu kala. Silver bells, jingle bells song...Christmas tree..hmmm seems like our local media are banned from promoting/celebrating Christmas. Tsk..tsk my nation ill already. Lord, heal our land!

Apa pun, sini Sabah tatap meriah juga...apa lagi kalau sudah balik kampung.

☃☃❄❄♫♪ Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells Jingle all the way♫♪ ☃❄

Merry Christmas! ♥

See you next year bloggers!

Luahan Hati ~ Mereka yang memikul beban

My aunt share this to me long time ago when the political and economical issues in our country gotten worse. C & P again here. Reflect on this poem. 

Ke mana pergi subsidi kami? (Puisi Dr Maza)

Petikan dari http://drmaza.com/

kalian rampas subsidi kami, entah ke mana dibawa lari

kalian beritahu, wang mesti dicatu, kita menuju maju...

kalian kata: jika tidak, semua menderita, habis harta negara...

kalian berbahasa: bukan barang naik harga, cuma subsidi turun sahaja...

kami orang desa, mungkin tidak pandai kira berjuta-juta...

kami orang kecil kota, mungkin tiada sedemikian harta...

jika kalian tipu sebegitu, biasanya kami diam selalu...

tapi dapatkah kami dibohongi, tentang suapan saban hari?

apalah yang dapat diberitahu anak ke sekolah?

papa semakin parah? wang semakin lelah?

jika semalam berlauk, hari cuma berkuah...

kerana kerajaan kita sedang susah?

maka subsidi kita terpaksa diserah...

jika semalam kau makan sepinggan, hari ini saparuh

kerana barang makin angkuh, wang papa makin rapuh...

apa yang dapat dibisik pada anak berkopiah ke madrasah?

makananmu sayang, sebahagiannya sudah hilang...

jika mereka bertanya siapa yang bawa lari

kepada siapa patut kami tuding jari?

janganlah nanti mereka membenci pertiwi...

akibat pencuri harta bumi rakyat marhaen ini..

atau kami jadi insan curang...

kami beritahu; cuma subsidi sahaja yang kurang?

tiada apa yang hilang, nanti akan datang wang melayang...

dengar sini wahai yang tidak memijak bumi!

pernahkah kalian mengintipi kehidupan kami...

pernahkah kalian ngerti makna derita dan susah hati...

kami yang semput bagai melukut di kota kedekut

kami yang bekerja hingga senja di desa yang makin terseksa bertarung nyawa dan masa, menghitung setiap belanja

pernahkah kau merasa?

rumah bocor yang lanjut usia...

baju dan kasut anak yang koyak tinggal dalam rumah yang berasak-asak

siang kami sebak, malam kami sesak...

sedangkan kalian manusia angkasa...

istana permata dibina, kereta berjuta dirasa...

elaun di serata, dari isteri sehingga seluruh keluarga...

hidangan istimewa, konon meraya kemakmuran negara...

tapi kami masih di sini..di teratak ini...

dengan lauk semalam..

dengan hidangan yang tidak bertalam...

dengan rumah yang suram...

dengan wang yang hampir padam...

tiada istana lawa...tiada kereta berharga...

tiada layanan diraja..tiada baju bergaya, 

tiada kediaman menteri... tiada hidangan vip...

tiada persen di sana-sini... tiada bahagian anak dan bini...

tiba-tiba kalian kata: kamilah beban negara...

aduhai celaka bahasa yang kalian guna...

kalian yang belasah, kami yang bersalah...

kalian buat untung, hutang kami tanggung...

kalian mewah melimpah, kami susah parah

kalian hilangkan wang, poket kami yang terbang...

kalian bina istana, rumah kami jadi mangsa...

kalian makan isi, kami dijadikan abdi...

lantas, kalian rampas lagi subsidi...

ke mana wang itu pergi nanti?

jika kalian berhati suci, wajib mengganti buat kami...

jika tidak pun buat gula konon merbahaya

mengapa tidak beras diturun harga?

jika tidak untuk minyak kereta...

mengapa tambang tidak potong sahaja...

tapi entah berapa kali janji...

konon: nanti kami ganti, kami ganti, kami ganti...

hari demi hari, ceritanya pun tidak berbunyi lagi...

kami terus termanggu di sini...

kalian juga yang nikmati...

kami hanya menggigit jari...

kembalikanlah kepada kami harta negara...

jangan hanya kalian sahaja yang merasa...

~Dr MAZA~

So, please! please! and please! wahai para pemimpin..jalankan tanggungjawab sebaiknya untuk kebaikan rakyat and negara. Bukan untuk memuaskan hati sendiri saja.

# SayaShareUntukRenunganBersama. 

One Steps Closer : The E-Day ♥

Basi punya cerita lagi. (^.^')

The E-day...

My dress.

See my adik, sangat bersemangat mau tolong deco the background. ^_^ 

A Day before...

Sempat lagi pigi cari buah ^^

..............................

Petangnya all the tompinai (Aunt/Uncle/cousin) datang rumah tolong masak, potong sayur & daging.

Haha yang lain datang warming up punya party ('^^)...huhu belum sampai majlis sudah moginum, nasib baik sikit2 saja..biasa la kalau orang kampung ni. hehe

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Finally, my super simple kampung style punya E-day ♥♥ 

The Dusun E-Day culture :

1. Perbincangan mengenai berian/hantaran/belanja dapur sekiranya belum dibincang masa merisik. Kalau mau majlis cepat and lancar, lagi bagus bincang semua masa merisik. Then, ketua kampung akan terangkan mengenai adat/sogit. Sogit ni banyak jenis aa. Memang la maksud dia denda/penalti/peace sign. Tapi kalau dalam pertunangan/perkahwinan sogit ni banyak jenis la. Kalau dalam kami punya kes, sogit pitokinan dorang bilang. Because my tunang from semenanjung, so perlu sogit ini diberi sebagai tanda kesatuan kedua-dua belah keluarga walaupun dari adat/tempat/bangsa yang berbeza. 

2. Ketua kampung akan bagi advise kepada pasangan tentang do and don't dalam/selama tempoh bertunang. For example, xboleh tinggal sama2/tunang bukan satu geran untuk hidup sebagai suami isteri.

3. Jika kedua-dua pihak sudah setuju dengan jumlah berian/belanja dapur dan juga sogit yang perlu dijalankan, isi borang perjanjian tunang. Lepas borang complete, baca semula apa yang tertulis dalam borang. Kalau teda apa-apa bantahan atau perubahan, selesai sudah loor.

4. Hantaran bertukar tangan.

5. Sarung cincin. Siap!

Oya, bagi kami yang beragama Kristian Katolik akan ada juga nasihat-nasihat yang diberi oleh pemimpin gereja.

Lagi untuk memeriahkan majlis, buat juga la acara potong kek, suap-suap kek (haha), makan/minum and of course ARAMAI TIE! ^___^

Band pun kampung-kampung saja...

hehe asal ada 3 gitar, boleh jalan sudah nyanyi2 and menari-nari..And paling penting mesti ada tu lihing/tapai. uuppps..haha

Behind the scene :

Budak nakal yang memeriahkan majlis.

  Yang lain teda dalam gambar lorr. 

Apa pun thanks a lot kepada semua yang tolong buat kerja/tolong makan/tolong minum ~ Without you guys, the party wont be that awesome and meaningful day for us (cp dengan ikhlas...ngeee)

bye. Jumpa lagi.

Aramai tie Tunang ♥

E-day Countdown : 5 hari lagi (termasuk ari ni)..I am :

Exited but a bit nervous. haha

Working on deco, menu etc....

Hope everything goes smoothly.

We do everything on our own. Arranging for food, decor, necessary accommodation and entertainment..aaarrrgghh! busy busy. The engagement party will be held at home. 

Aramai tie pula kawin n tunang ni tahun.

Geng-geng yang kahwin n tunang ni tahun :

♥Kahwin♥

Lirna & Pasangan

Lauralee & Pasangan
Mahadi & Pasangan

(**ramai lagi kawan-kawan yang lain kahwin tapi dorang xda send invitation, so xkira la..hehe)

♥Tunang♥

Bartholomew & Pasangan

Angela & Christopher

Noni & Pasangan

Fenny & Jasper

Next : Me & Pasangan

Tahniah geng-geng sekalian. Siou inda dapat datang tym kamu tunang. 

Nanti kawin baru saya pigi aa. 

*Wednesday me cuti. ^.^

Hello July!

Pretty busy month ahead! 

Preparing for the engagement day which we planned to be held on September..arghhh

haha ini baru engagement, belum lagi untuk kahwin...lek lek.. 

A lot of things to settle this month. Work, personal prob etc...

So just yesterday came back from a 12 days holiday...4 days at Trichy India, 5 days at hubby's place and 3 days at home sweet home (di kampung). I'm still in Holiday mode!! Can I take off again? errmm holiday for a life time?? haha In my dream la. Tapi kan ada orang cakap kalau kamu betul-betul suka dengan kerja/apa yang kamu buat, everyday is a holiday..betul ka tu?? Macam betul juga meti. Sendiri fikir la. 

Ada bah mau cerita ni tapi nanti la ; 

Apamacam trip pigi India? - Nanti sia cerita aa. Gambar semua masih tempat si dia. Itu pun if he give permission to post the pictures la. 

Engagement preparation?- mmm Mau cerita ka aa?? 

Lain-lain punya cerita? - hmmmm ada juga tapi inda siok punya cerita..n malas mau cerita kalau without pictures.

Masuk Nuffnang tadi..eehh tukar status sudah dari Non-Glitterati pigi Glitterati. Hmmm sa x buat apa-apa pun. Dorang bilang banyak kelebihan kalau jadi Glitterati. Kalau mau tau kamu pigi la d Nuffnang punya site kio, sa malas mau cerita sebab saya pun belum berapa faham. Dulu saya masuk nuffnang pun sebab blog-blog yang lain ada ni benda. So, saya pun try la. Rupa-rupanya buli buat duit kalau blog kamu tu memang kaw kaw. Kalau blog saya ni memang kura-kura la, tapi bilang orang 'sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit' kan. 

Bah chao dulu la. Buang masa saja bah ni sini. Boring kan.
Have a nice day! tc.

The Da Vinci Code - ★★★☆☆

Not a bookworm but I'm proud of myself because 

I finally made it to The End of the 'The Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown.

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This is a mystery/thriller/suspense novel involving secret societies, conspiracies, the Catholic Church, and the fictional "truth" about Jesus Christ.

Nah this is one of the most controversial book especially to the Christ's followers. 

But not to me. I'm Christian Catholic. So what? 

Will it shakes my faith just because it told stories that's contradicts the teaching of church and Bible? 

It won't because I strictly remind my myself that this is just a fiction and stories made by human being even though some claim that this stories written base on true fact. Of course this book contain some ideas and offensive claims implies that the Christian faith itself is utterly false :

➤Jesus is not God; he was only a man.

➤Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene.

➤She is to be worshiped as a goddess.

➤Jesus got her pregnant, and the two had a daughter.

 But you won't take fiction stories seriously, aren't you?

hahaha please don't, especially the Christian. And those who do not have confidence in their faith, and afraid that this book may shake their faith or belief...I warn you don't read this book. 

Go find yourself other thriller story. Don't kasi pening-pening kepala mau fikir.

So, I think I wanna rate this novel 3 out of five stars :

➤ I love thriller novel and because of that I expect more suspense and excitement when I read this book. And congratulation! This novel give me both of this feeling throughout the stories.
Eg the mystery-detective give excitement ; what/where is the Holy Grail???? What so special about it that finding the Holy Grail involve murdering and crime??
The symbols, what is the meaning??
Suspense on ; Who is the murderer??? Who is the Teacher for whom Silas is working?..............
And, I love how the plot expanding.

➤ I somehow didn't like the conspiracy ideas it implies because it touch the sensitivity of religion.
I may give it ★★★★☆ if not because of that issues. Nasib baik saya jenis hmmmm, whatever....
this is just a story...Go on reading. Haha it just a fiction novel kan.

Tapi saya memang suka juga baca novel/ tengok movies jenis begini.
 At least you know what some other people think or will do to crush your faith.
The Da Vinci Code nonetheless became a worldwide bestseller that sold 80 million copies (Source : Wikipedia).

Nah, this is just my so-so review and opinion about the novel.
Apa pun kamurang punya suka la mau baca ka tidak ni novel. Setiap orang mempunyai pendapat yang berbeza juga kan. Peace!

** Sekarang baca 'The Lost Symbol' by Dan Brown juga. ^_^
Memang Dan Brown punya novel siok-siok bah pula especially cara dia kasi kembang tu cerita.

Make-up oh Make-up

I'm thinking about 'make-up'.

The eyeliner, mascara, eye-shadow, foundation etc...

nah kebanyakan gugirl sangat kisah kalau pasal makeup2 ni. 

Some of them said makeup can boost their self-confidence. 

Haha saya xtau la sebab tak ambil peduli sangat pasal mekap mekap. 

I'm confidence with myself even without make up. 

Lucky, my boyf do not make big fuss about it. 

I do wear makeup sometimes but only for special occasions. 

For daily/working day, eyeliner, foundation and very thin layer of compact powder will do.

And this happen almost everytime I put on the eyeliner :

That's why I hate to do this...

Padam saja la, ari ni tak payah pakai eyeliner...fedup!

Haha mau practice selalu bah kali ni baru boleh perfect kan.

Apakan daya, kemalasan ni kadang-kadang inda dapat dilawan.

Tapi kan, I've been thinking seriously about this make-up things recently because we plan to get engaged this September and I wish I could do the makeover on my own. Just a simple one will do.heee

So, need to practice la ni. haha apa susah banyak model bah pula tu di rumah. 

Ini la untung dia kalau banyak adik perempuan. ^...^

Chayooo!

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Seat Belts story

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Bored at work...so ponteng sekejap la sini..

Just a random thought la ni mau di share..

Tadi tym siok-siok melayan jiwang, terlintas pula kejadian lucu pasal tali pinggang keledar ni.

haha siapa malas pakai tali pinggang keledar sila angkat tangan!!???

nahhh mengakulah, mesti ramai kan yang tidak ambil peduli pun pasal pemakaian tali pinggang keledar ni. Pasang lagu kuat-kuat lagi supaya x dengar tu seat belts alarm ding ding ding...

bha begini la cerita saya : 

Pada suatu petang, rutin la setiap hari dari rumah ke ofis..and memang x pakai seat belts pun sebab bukannya jauh ofis...dalam 5 min sampai la. Inda sangka pula trafik ni buat road block setelah 1 tahun lebih sa lalu ni jalan. Bah apa lagi kelam kabut tarik seat belts...tarik punya tarik xboleh..sangkut..brek kejap then tarik lagi, xbole juga. Relax..relax..Tarik lembut-lembut, dan akhirnya mau juga tali ni. Lega.haha yang lucunya dari jauh memang senyum2 suda tu pak polisi. Memang ketara la bha xpakai seat belts (≧◡≦). Apa pun lepas juga la, x juga kena tahan.

Haha kejadian yg sama juga pernah berlaku sama si kawan ni, sampai mereng-mereng bha jalan sebab kelam kabut tarik seat belts (☉__☉”) eemmm hahahaha lucu.

Persoalannya kenapa ka tym kita desperate mau tarik tu seat belts xbole pula???...

> That's how the seat belts work la. Memang kana set sudah begitu. Bila kita tekan break dengan automatiknya seat belts memainkan peranan dalam mengurangkan kesan Inertia. Ini untuk mengelakkan kita daripada menghentam tu dasboard/stering kereta terutama kalau kita break/berhenti secara mengejut. Sama juga keadaannya bila kita tarik seat belts di jalan selekoh, memang xbole/keras la sebab seat belts sedang memain kan peranannya untuk memgelakkan badan kita dari menghentam (ngam ka ni perkataan????) dinding kereta.

So, kalau kamu dalam keadaan macam dalam cerita saya tu, kasi pelan tu kereta, xpayah tekan break mengejut lepas minyak ja, pastu tarik seat belts dengan tenang. Lagi bagus pakai seat belts siap-siap sebelum jalan. Macam saya (minta puji). Haha 5 min pigi ofis pun pakai seat belts sudah. Utamakan safety bha.

Source: http://www.physicsclassroom.com

Source : thescienceclassroom
No seat belts vs With seat belts

Nah jangan kita pandang ringan pemakaian seat belts ni. Kalau xsayang nyawa sendiri, ingat orang-orang tersayang kamu...eeermmm macam mana pula mau sayang orang lain kalau x sayang diri sendiri kan. heee apa yang penting safety bogia. Biar orang kasi ketawa (bongo tu orang) yang penting selamat.

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Bah itu saja la kio. Hati-hati kalau memandu kadi.

Bye.

My Thought : Homebirth

Hi O.O How a you? I'm fine.

These are rambling thought about ;

Home birth vs Hospital Birth...hmmmm Interesting Issues.. 

How on earth did I came to this issues aaa? O_O

Hmmmm ooo...kemarin kemarin I come across someone's blog that write her opinion about home birth vs hospital birth. So, according to her opinion written in the blog, she is strongly disagree with home birth la. Then a lot of people comments on her blog regarding that issues. Some support the author (mostly her follower la) and a lot from anonymous readers disagree with what she write on her blog. Haha not a big deal because everybody thinks differently. Everybody has their own point of View.

So, what is my opinion? Which side I am? Home birth or hospital birth?

Haha fyi I'm not married yet, soon to be...I'm just sharing my opinion la.

Home birth? Is it really a big deal? Absolutely,  especially in this day and age. The human being, parasites organism, diseases and the environment are evolving. Home birth is a big deal because of all these things. Choosing home birth, one must consider the mother's health itself, the hygiene, the environment, professional assistance and knowledge about the risk that they might encounter before, during and after the birth. Professional assistance/midwife maybe not a prob because nowadays, more and more people/woman are into this career. 

So, am I rejecting home birth? No! 

Will I choose homebirth? hmmm probably No. heeee

But i'm not accusing anyone who prefer home birth instead of going to the hospital. I personally think that home birth is very special way for delivery because every part of your family can share this joyful moment. I'm also born homebirth and out of 9 siblings (including me), 5 of us born homebirth. But my mom's home birth assisted by experienced (not trained) midwife and few days after labor my parent refer us to clinic for further inspection, vaccination etc. In the past, pregnant mothers especially at remote rural areas have no choice other than homebirth due to unavailability of accommodation and financial problem.  

Of course, there are huge different during the past and present. The food we eat during pregnancy, the environment, infectious disease, the psychological and emotion of the mothers ; all these condition affecting us nowadays. The quality of the food we eat and the air we inhale, emotional and social health maybe some of the contributing factor for the high-risk pregnancy.

Even though I prefer traditional ways in most everything, but in this case hospital birth maybe the best way for both mother and the baby. Unless, they are capable to prepare all the necessary things needed for home birth ; trained midwife, hygiene tools etc. But the most important is ; Am I prepared to take a RISK? 

And this is the most important things that I think all pregnant mothers should ask themselves if they choose home birth. If they are in high-risk pregnancy group, homebirth might not be suitable for them. 

Anyway, before you come up with decision between homebirth vs hospital birth, make sure you ask/seek advise from the professional especially the medical expert.  

haha not even married and i'm talking about these pregnancy and delivery stuff. Useful information bah...Some of the mothers at my village often ask me about all these stuff because they thought if you work in health related field, you must know everything about health problem and the solution/cure..

I wish i'm a doctor...haha no la...busy busy busy... 

Think and write....think again and write..so, this is unplanned post...haha someone gonna laugh at my english O_O 

okay, bye! 

Happy New Year 2013^.^

Aloha!! how's your day?...huhu it's been a long long hiatus. no network coverage, no blogging...even now the network is not really good..kejap cepat, kejap lambat..(sigh) pa pun malas pula kalau blog nie inda kana update..bha rasanya belum lambat lagi ucap "Happy New Year 2013" kan??...hmmm apa la azam baru kamurang? harap-harap Tahun baru 2013 nie membawa lebih banyak kebahagian dan keberkatan untuk kita semua ♥_~ untuk saudara seiman dalam Yesus Kristus, INGAT! kita dalam Tahun Iman..tahun untuk mendekatkan lagi diri kita kepada Tuhan, dalam iman mahupun perbuatan kita. 
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nah finished my Diploma already! maknanya dalam tahun nie saya akan melangkah ke alam pekerjaan. hehe bila fikir-fikir balik kan, cepat betul masa berlalu. macam baru kemarin mendaftar untuk Diploma Kesihatan Persekitaran...then, pejam celik pejam celik saja suda abis study :)
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(nah kan banyak mau fikir) tapi semuanya kita buat step by step bha...apa tu lagu Jordin Sparks bilang "one step at a time"...

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