Mogot nogi pakadada om pologoson nopo

Source : http://quoteswords.com/30-quotes-about-letting-go/

I'm the big sister and I'm used to 'membebel' to my younger siblings.

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But kalau ada tompinai yang selfish and think that dia betuuuul, apa yang dia buat semua betuuul and inda fikir effect dia sama family sendiri. Pologoson nopo. Nosooot pomusarahan, amu noilaan iri agama baru dau matu ajaran miagal di. Napasaaan oku no moi ponasihat tulun amu karati. Level pomusarahan dalam kotak bah. Bah om pologoson nopo la, kasadar ie matu kasadar no. Amu tagal mintong nunu agama mangajar mupus koluarga om monghormat do molohing boh. Tulun pia aiso agama nga karati ie komoyon. Bah ingkaa no. Ko hidup la dalam dunia ko sendiri kabo.

I've done my part. 

Pregnancy : 38 weeks

Total weight gain :
17.5 Kg (45kg → 62.5kg) 😅

Stretch mark : 

Breast & thigh 

Wedding ring/toe ring on or off : 

Wedding ring off, E-Day ring off, Toe rings off...Bengkak everywhere!

Belly button in or out : 

Out

Mood : 

Kinda mix feeling ; Excited, anxious, impatient, happy

Sleep : 

Quite difficult to find comfortable position but once sudah di position yg selesa, sleep is safe and sound..

Gender : 

Most probably a baby girl 😘

Labour sign : 

Tightening...and that's all i can recall. My EDD is 26th of this month. Ahhh waiting😅

Movement :

A lot! and it always excite me😊

Best moment : 

Hmmmm same routine everyday...only feel special when hubby not oncall and I can manja with him the whole day, listening to his story, talking to our baby, play music and COOKING...oo he is better than me in cooking!

Fried fish with ginger,garlic & soy sauce 

Chicken soup with wonton

Also we cooked pork with black bean, Fu Chuck filled with minced pork, prawn and sengkuang ...Yummmm...betul2 food heaven bah this month!

Looking forward to : 

Meet our firstborn..😘👶😘

Miss anything : 

Coffee☕, do things normally..lay down on my tummy..haha

Craving for sweet food these past few weeks...kalau ada kawan ajak mesti hari-hari pigi bazhar Ramadhan, unfortunately Pitas punya bazhar x berapa meriah. But macam sedap saja semua tu makanan sa nampak...maybe that's the reason for my weight gain la. Lucky kadar gula masih juga normal 😅

Lately, I've been so lazy updating this blog. Marketing my online business also a bit slow. Hopefully tym cuti bersalin I can do more on these stuff.

Weekend is coming and these Saturday is hubby's birthday...just have a dinner date la 😊 just chill, have some beer + yummy food. Lucky he is not on duty this weekend.

Ok la. Have a nice day ahead. Selamat berpuasa. And enjoy your coming weekend! 😉 

Bye.

Happy New Year 2017!

Happy New Year 2017 Bloggers! First wish 🙏: New year please give me courage to continue blogging because I love to. Its been 2 month since the last post kan. Sempat blogwalking before writing this post and everyone were so exited, so motivated to keep this blogging things ON this year. On the contrary, I'm at the lowest point of my motivation to keep blogging😔. But, it's new year...I should start with something positive and keeping this Blog alive is one of the challenge that I should accept, right? Hell yes!💪 Consider this as one of my 2017 resolution ✌. Sia suka dorang tambah ni special character button 😁. 

Okay, now a brief recap of my 2016 :

1. Travelled to Perth Australia, Koh Samui (Thailand), Penang, Kundasang

2. Work - Incharge of two Branch/department/ Unit. Sometimes, it's tiring especially with non-supportive leader.

3. Got married on July

4. My sister engaged

5. November - I'm pregnant. Unplanned. But its the biggest blessing 💑 for  both of us. To be honest I'm not ready yet, we are not ready but we should be, right? 😅.

6. Start doing part time business. Please support me at  http://alicefavfashion.com/ . And I'm officially one of Tone Plus Prepaid agent/dealer. So, anyone who interested with Tone Plus mobile prepaid don't hesitate to contact me ya 😊.

2016 is the most challenging year so far. Lot of ups and downs. But let the negative things go la. Lesson learned. I need to move on. Learn to forgive and forget. Practice 'give and take' in our relationship. May God blessing shower on us this year. May we love each other more ; expecting our first child on Jun (still a few month to go ya). Keep up the positive attitude (susah sikit ni becos pregnancy kasi emo sa selalu). Post more inspirational stuff in this blog a.k.a keep blogging la. Berusaha kasi maju ni part time bisnes. Basically, that's few of my 2017 resolution/wish...haha just to keep my mind on track. Its gonna be tough.

Bah, itu saja la. Happy Chinese New Year! 

Macam inda exited sa mau travel ni CNY Holiday tau..hurrmm 😐😐.

Working dilemma

Again I'm thinking that my current job does not suit me.

I'm bored with the same routine. Am tired with the do and don't rules. I hate when the superior pushing me to achieve certain target and most of all I hate when some of them not being a supportive leader. Some of them only care if they can take advantage of the situation. Working environment also not encouraging.

 The conclusion is I'm not satisfied with my job. 

Then why applied for it in the first place?  

My family is not wealthy, with lotsa sibling (9 of us) and being the 2nd eldest of all...I gotta grab any chances in front of me...especially a secure job..I'm not even thinking what kind of job I'll be doing and will I love it or not...no even a second thought! Getting a secure job as soon as possible is the only thing that I keep in mind. F*** the interest and my dream job!   

Credit to : someecards

I'm not complaining about my responsibility as the eldest daughter/2nd eldest of all though. And my siblings are not my burden, it's a family responsibility. I'm just hope that they did not take everything that we do/give to them for granted. My wish for them to success in life, so that they can help our family and share the responsibility. But it's fear me when some of my sibling are too overwhelmed with the tech and gadget. It's fear me when some of  them thinking just for themselves.

Macam-macam ragam. Hmmm mybe it just part of growing up, right?

Dear siblings, be wise with the choices you made...

Lets say the situation is good enough for me to choose my interest/passion over my current job, of course I'll go with my passion. You might think I'm crazy if I say my interest is towards farming @ agricultural field but that's what I wish to do in my life...both my parent are farmer, and I know it's a hardcore field especially for woman but I like  it...I love it. Agricultural is a business, and the demand for the natural/organic farm product is growing fast. I dream to have my own fresh grocery store : sometimes I think it's too high for me to reach....waayy to high...but I will keep dreaming, at the same time work on it step by step...progressing too slow but its okay.

I've been talking to hubby about this on and on, of course he is very supportive but it's not the time yet to leave my job for that ambition/wish. Slowly start with a small project and when thing takes off I should leave. Ahhh leaving my job without having any alternatives might be a bad idea especially when most of the responsibilities involving money. Fuuhh..yeaah money is a big deal!

~thesayI'mdaydreaming
~theywillsaythatI'mnotgrateful
~trytolovemyjobbutIcan't
~RamblingOfTheDay

Till then bloggers.

Photos gone viral!!!!???

Hello dear blog and readers :)
Am back to routine after all the wedding chaos. Another reception on Sept for the groom side.
Happy Married life to me..ahaha

Okay, let's go the serious topic first ar. My photo gone viral and they got it from my blog. This is for the second time, but this time it is acceptable la. Meseg yang disampaikan memang ngam dengan gambar2 yang dia share termasuk gambar dari blog ni la. tq k.

To be honest, I'm not ready for this kind of situation even though I'm well aware that this is one of the consequences when I make this blog open for public reader. Suddenly became famous for a while because someone share my photos on Facebook, haha a bit uncomfortable for me...I'm not use to be the center of attention. But as long as they share it with a good intention and with appropriate caption/comment, it's okay la...hopefully can inspired other people.  

About the 'appropriate caption/comment' ya ; 
Few months back, someone on Facebook who claim himself 'social media activist' posted my photo with a caption related to the foreign workers from Bangladesh brought to Malaysia issues. I think the  message he want to deliver is not really ngam/compatible with the photo of me that he downloaded from this blog an upload it on FB. I pm him but no respond. So, I reported his post as a spam. Checked on his FB wall and there are more photos of individual posted with a inappropriate caption (in my opinion). I hate that unprofessional attitude. Posting and sharing random photos of other people doesn't make you an activist, okay? Especially when you didn't ask permission to use that photo. I know that social media like Facebook & whatapps make it easier to share information but please have some ethic when you share others photos/information. The best is, ask their consent first la kan.

Last but not least, did you read my Blog Disclaimer/condition before taking/use any photos of mine for your work/activities?
If not, please do. Am happy if can inspired/help other people to inspired others but there are limit when you use others property, right? Peace ya. psst I not angry lorr...

I know that most of my blog post are my random thought  and ideas. Some just a crappy stories/emo punya cerita which are not worth to read. Apa pun, thanks for visiting and reading my stories & rambling kali la. ^_^

A bit tired of the wedding thingy. Talk about that next time la ya. Till then.
♥