♥Be grateful, be content♥

Sorry, this may be a bit harsh

huh gonna vomit everything here

uneasy hearts they weigh the most

makes my heart swell to burst

half of me is just pretending

pretending to agree

pretending to be happy, sometimes..

pretending to be open minded

half of me is real

half of me is fake

hah I'm screw up my life, the intellectual said...

I'm hypocrite..Liar..

I'm lost in a wilderness, Ambiguity, obscurity

can't find the way to express my whole feeling.

I suffer a feeling of dissatisfied...

But, that is life I guess...

everything happen for a reason..

Just because the sun shone today and it felt good 

-tomorrow it may rain 

but we mustn't get upset  

but be content and grateful anyway..

I am trying to be grateful...

trying so hard to be cheerful

and be content with what I have today.

Because nothing in this world is perfect..

and again...indeed, everything happen for a reason.

Thank you Lord for everything!

the happiness and contentmenti

is when you are there with me, Lord.

I ♥ u Lord Jesus

Teach me to love you more.