Journal : 20 things that I miss the most

This year I'm gonna start writing a personal journal for my self improvement and its make me feel good to kick start this new year with something positive. Hope I can keep this spirit throughout the year...coz I got a feeling that this year gonna be great/lucky/best year for me. Amen for that.😇

Gonna start my journal with the easiest one that cross my mind right now. 

What are 20 things that I miss the most?

1. Cuddling. I miss my husband the most right now. LDR sucks. Dear husband, I just wanna lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat as we cuddle.

2. Dating. Just the two of us.

3. Travelling. Aaarghh I really miss to go jalan-jalan.

4. Adventure. I wanna go hiking, wanna join a marathon, wanna climb the mountain..

5. Hug and Kisses. Whenever I feel down/tired, I wish he is here to comfort me with hug and kisses.

6. Guitar. Actually, I still can play guitar even with my kids around but I only allowed to sing their favorite song which is 'Happy Birthday to you' (twice), 'ABC song', Original Sabahan and then back to the first song, ABC and repeat. If I started to sing other song, the sister gonna shout and the small one gonna play the guitar for me 😂

7. Farm. Aaaahhh it's been....a few years I guess, since motherhood consumed me. 

8. River. I miss all activities involving river. Mandi sungai, monondot bombon, lepak di tepi sungai, minsoborong...

9. Jungle. Basically I miss everything in my kampung especially the nature.

10. Childhood - fun/naughty/dangerous stuff that we used to do.

11. Village. I wish I could go back to my village often.

12. Family. My Big family. Always miss to have a family gathering more often. 

13.Volley ball. I miss being active. 

14. Running

15. Drawing. I stopped drawing when I was in college and I wonder if still can draw like when I'm in Secondary school. 

16. Lepaking. I kinda miss the time when I can lepak until dawn/morning, chit chat with my friends (include some alcohol 😅) and get a little bit tipsy.

17. Karaoke. Still can la, especially during family gathering karaoke is a must. 

18. Cinema. Now, always ketinggalan tingu new movie coz need to wait until it's available online.

19. Friends. Lepaking friends.

20. Flat tummy. LOL. My daughter always play with my tummy and said 'mama, tummy so big'..sighhh kinda stress me a little. 

Yeahh I miss a lot of things after motherhood. I still can do most of the things actually but not to my heart content..kinda single mother here, soooo life is like that la. But that's okay, I can wait till my husband finish his study and all will be better. Meanwhile I think I need to find a new hobby.

So, that's it.