♥Be grateful, be content♥

Sorry, this may be a bit harsh

huh gonna vomit everything here

uneasy hearts they weigh the most

makes my heart swell to burst

half of me is just pretending

pretending to agree

pretending to be happy, sometimes..

pretending to be open minded

half of me is real

half of me is fake

hah I'm screw up my life, the intellectual said...

I'm hypocrite..Liar..

I'm lost in a wilderness, Ambiguity, obscurity

can't find the way to express my whole feeling.

I suffer a feeling of dissatisfied...

But, that is life I guess...

everything happen for a reason..

Just because the sun shone today and it felt good 

-tomorrow it may rain 

but we mustn't get upset  

but be content and grateful anyway..

I am trying to be grateful...

trying so hard to be cheerful

and be content with what I have today.

Because nothing in this world is perfect..

and again...indeed, everything happen for a reason.

Thank you Lord for everything!

the happiness and contentmenti

is when you are there with me, Lord.

I ♥ u Lord Jesus

Teach me to love you more.

Quotes

Shalom!

How's your day so far??...huhu my day has been pretty boring and lame. haha am I experiencing a symptom of clinical depression?...that's what stated in wikipedia.."Boredom can be a symptom of clinical depression."

haha not that worse larr..when boredom struck, here I am ^_^ randomly blogging..any topic, stories..or just anything that come across my mind..there are lots of ways to escape the boredom.Up to you lorr, do what you like..playing games, listening music, etc...just don't take the wrong routes. 

Okay, today I just wanna share with you guys some quotes...hope you get inspired ^_^

Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're lonely.

The dream is there, but the motivation decided otherwise.

I always hold on this quotes when I start a new journey in life...indeed, it's always like this...every beginning will always the hardest. Flash back when I started working two months ago...what in my mind is "what am I suppose to do?"...where should I start?..then I need to adapt with the working environment, get to know the staff...and etc..you need to overcomes every problems step by step.

hehe palan-palan orang sabah bilang...okay^^

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid; You say that you love me too. -Bob Marley

The quotes above, I think it is about honesty...yeeaah I'm also being dishonest in some cases...I think we sometimes need to pretend. But when it comes to emotion and feelings, better to be honest ^^

Goodbyes are not forever.

Goodbyes are not the end.

They simply mean I'll miss you

Until we meet again!

~Author Unknown

Paalam na po...

(Bye now...->in Philippines-use with older people)

He lied to me!

Have I told you that I'm so vulnerable??...

yeahh I am...really vulnerable inside...

Today my heart hardened once again...

He lied to me...

He is, someone that I thought was a prince charming that I always dreams of and waiting for...

haha thought that He will be my love, my life partner..

almost believe that He loves me and want me to be His special girl..

It turned out to be my Almost Lover..

shouldn't trust people easily..

dear heart please don't fall in love so easily..

Today, I let my heart to be hardened once again.

However, I forgive Him...think positive lorr..lucky, I'm not so in love with Him before I know that He already have a special girlfriend...Thanks God!...But its hurt...yeahh it is..because I really hate when people lie to me...especially when feeling and emotions involved...

Done!...Goodbye my almost lover!...Goodbye my hopeless dreams...

“When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable.” 

― Madeleine L'Engle

*crappy english betul oo kan...@.@

All the Best for JULY!

Every end is just a new beginning. Keep your spirits and determination unshaken and you shall always walk the glory road. With courage, faith and efforts you shall conquer everything you desire. I wish you a very happy new month. 

- See more at: http://www.legendquote.com/2013/01/new-month-quotes.html#sthash.XCafrmai.dpuf

All the best for JULY guys..cheers!!