The 23 most important Milestones

 Hi there!

mmm I suppose to attend graduation ceremony at Ulu Kinta Perak (second session) yesterday  to recieve my 'Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang'...I have already attended a Graduation Ceremony for my Diploma last October (1st graduation session for Borneo student). But suddenly my friend who received their graduation last Monday  told me that my name is on the list for the 'Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang' @ best student maybe..haha never expect that. Then I ask her "where's the letter? I don't receive any invitation for that". nha they said maybe the pentadbiran lambat (administration). why o why...even during our graduation ceremony last October is such a mess. 

haha anyways no hard feelings. What done is done, right. 

mmmm is that all i wanna write here?mm blank!

aha back to the main topic.

"Life is like a book, there are good chapter, and there are bad chapter. But when you get to a bad chapter, you don’t stop reading the book! If you do…then you never get to find out what happens next!"

― Brian Falkner

Every chapter defines who we really are. And every chapter, even the bad chapter...they teach us what life is...sometime we cry, we smile, we laugh, we stumble, we stand, we success..the chapter will go on, till the end of our life...we, ourselves is the author of the book. 

Nah after the long intro, what i'm gonna share here actually is my 23 most important milestones in my life. Why 23? haha because I'm 23 years old this year. So, am gonna look back on the past 23 years of my life and list down 23 most important milestone a.k.a the most significant event so far.

The 23 most important Milestones

1. When I leaving home to study- first when i'm 6, then 18th, 20th and now working far away from hometown and village.
2. Getting my first grown-up job

3. Graduating

thank you Lord!

 4. When you find a group of friends that feel like a second family.
5. I have two adopted siblings but now they are taken away from us by their granny.

6. For the first time I gave my mum and dad money >RM 800, from my first n second salary ^^

7. When I bought my first car<26/7/2013>
8. Involved in a car accident..

9. The first time you fell head-over-heels, batshit insane, stalker-level “in like” with someone

10. The moment when I drink till drunk. The day after, I realize my bad habit when i'm drunk. 

 And it's really a bad ass habit.

But now I can control it already, if not I won't drink anymore..

11. Getting a driving license.

12. Fall in a forbidden relationship.
 13. The moment when I gave a presentation without shaky voice and butterflies in my tummy-even in front of the public.
14. When my childhood friend grew apart from me.

15. Buying the things I love most with my own money-my guitar & camera- totally mine..

16. The moment when someone looking down on me, then I proved that he/she was totally wrong.

17. The moment when I was singing in front of the public for the first time.

18. High school senior shock with my appearance (Now) compare with my high school appearance (6 years ago).

19. When I am a student for 6 months at University Malaysia Sabah.
20. When I got 7As for PMR.
21. The day I almost drowned.

22. The day when my young sister and I let go of our long-held grudges and now we are 'geng'.
23. The day when I got my curly hair straightened..

so yeah, that's my 23 most important milestones...haha honestly, I can't agree 100% that this is my 23 MOST important because some of these list just popped in my head right now...But every single list I made here taught me what life is and how to live my life to be a better person.

That's all for now. see ya ^^...

morning beautiful people ^^

ahhh again its so lame in my office...huhu stuck again, don't know what to do..guess this kind of work is not suitable for me..I'm more to fieldwork than just sitting around watching thing and asking question..arghhh please be patient dear heart..

haha by the way, about my love story..

should keep this in mind....♥

~1 Corinthians 13~

haha that's all for now...

Have a good day beautiful people...Adios!

Finally~At The Tip of Borneo~

Shaloooommm!! ^^

haha apa khabar kmu yg sedang mbaca post sa ni skrg??...bha harap-harap semua orait nopo k...

hahaha boring2 bha nie skrang, crita2 dulu la cnie.. ^_^

dulu lagi bha tym sekolah menengah kan, banyak betul tempat2 yang sa mau pgi..haha skrg lagi banyak..oversea lagi...haha problemnya tetap sama...money money money...everything need money kan..tepa palan2 bha kan..cukup la buat masa skrg setahun 2 kali la melancong p luar. haha start tahun depan larrr..tahun ni masih struggle kasi stabil kewangan.

tapi kan..tcapai sudah impian sa satu...ni la nie ; Trip to Tg Simpang Mengayau a.k.a The Tip of Borneo. Syukur la posting d kwasan Kudat haha. pigi hari2 pun ble nie..
So gonna pin some photos here. 

nahhh I forgot the name of this place...sebelum kami pg simpang mengayau, singgah dulu skjap cnie..view da ok juga la..ada pondok2, so ble lepak2, BBQ.. ^-^

Finally~~ Tg Simpang Mengayau~~ 

woww...wonderful scenery, right?? better go on sunset...it will be...woooowww...n waaahhhh 'O'..sangat sesuai untuk couple2 yg mau berdating..haha

kalau ada sapa2 yang merancang mau pigi cni tengok2 la dulu d Sabah Tourism...mana tau ada serba sedikit info yang berguna. Sambil-sambil tu boleh la tengok2 mana tempat-tempat menarik di Sabah nie ^.^

cantik kan??...haha I mean the scenery lorr..

nice huh?...haha force her to be my model..lucky she also love photoshot. so whenever i found a nice scenery, I just "okay, stand there"...'another here'...'there also'...haha am like a real photographer..

both this photo taken randomly...she,Japanese gurl travelling alone...

mmmm hilang stres o, pemandangan cantik + bunyi ombak..best kan??

this one was taken by the Japanese gurl just now. huhu we should've take at least a photo together, right?..sigh...sayang oo..hehe

so, overall.................haha best juga la...tapi mau pigi Simpang Mengayau, better tym sunset la...mesti view da lagi cantik. Romantik lagi untuk yang couple kan..lagi satu inda panas sangat kalau tym sunset ^0^ hmmm bila la nie ada 'someone special' mau bawa sa pigi cnie??...hohoho lain kali nanti mau bawa fmily lagi..

One of my bucket list~~ mau menjejakkan kaki d semua tempat di Sabah nie...haha negeri sendiri kan, xkan x mau explore...baru2 nie pigi sandakan..hehe sapa yang mencari tempat2 hiburan, belambak sana..pub, karaoke, main pool, makan2 sedap..semua ada sana...

haha nanti lepas nie mau pigi Tawau pula...mmmm mybe next year larr..plan dulu..

okay, sudah la crita pasal jalan2 nie...

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Bah cuti-cuti datang la sini penghujung borneo @ Tip of Borneo, Sabah.

Secret Admirer~~♥

Secret Admirer

© Mandy

I've never been the type to say what I feel

So basically I keep everything inside

And with you it was no different

I want to tell you, believe me I've tried

But there's part of me that just can't take that chance 

So I doubt that you'll ever know 

Which may be fine with you, but it's hurting me 

I choose not to show it though 

I guess I'm your secret admirer 

That name seems to fit just right 

I don't know what I like about you 

But you're on my mind, day and night 

Maybe it's the way you look 

So sexy I can't get enough 

Or how you make me feel when you come around 

I instantly forget all other stuff 

Maybe it's the way you say my name 

Or maybe it's the way you smile 

Then again it might just be everything 

Getting to know you seems worth my while 

But I guess I'll never know what it is 

My true feelings I could never reveal to you 

I'll just admire you from a distance 

I'm not sure what else there is to do 

Source: Secret Admirer, Falling in Love Poem http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/secret-admirer-3#ixzz2iRExxQJQ 

#FamilyFriendPoems 

haha really love this poem... I am feeling the exact same way about this guy...Every single line, that's what am experiencing...I always wonder if he feel the same, wonder if he think of me, and sometimes I wonder if he silently call my name just as I do...haha so crazy lorrr this feeling...

when he sad or depressed, I really want to hold him, be the shoulder for him to lean on..

Maybe...love need times..<haha mau confess mesti timing da ngam kan>

being so vulnerable, I just can't confess my feeling to you...

I wonder how long I can hold this...

I know someday it gonna burst...

but it's okay..gonna hold it until then..

hahaha~~Adios..

Believing and Faith

Aku percaya akan Allah,

Bapa yang Mahakuasa, 

Pencipta langit dan bumi. 

Dan akan Yesus Kristus, 

Putera-Nya yang tunggal, Tuhan kita. 

Yang dikandung dari Roh Kudus, 

dilahirkan oleh Perawan Maria; 

Walau pun ramai yang mempertikaikan Iman dan kepercayaan yang aku hidupi ini, 

bantu aku Tuhan agar jangan sesekali aku goyah...

kuatkanlah imanku agar terus hidup dalam cinta kasih-Mu...

Bimbingiku Tuhan agar terus teguh dan setia dalam memikul salip kehidupan ku..

Utuskanlah Roh Kudus kebijaksanaan-Mu Tuhan..

agar aku dapat mengerti setiap rencana-Mu buatku..

sungguh-sungguh Bapa, aku bukan sahaja ingin mengenali-Mu..

Tapi lebih utama Bapa, aku ingin menghidupi Engkau..

Aku yang telah menikmati cinta kasih-Mu yang tidak terukur besarnya...

Aku yang telah menikmati kemurahan-Mu yang melimpah...

Aku yang menikmati ketenangan dan damai kerna Engkau bersertaku spanjang jalan hidupku..

Dalam perantaraan Putera-Mu Yesus Kristus yang hidup dan bertaktha dengan Dikau dan Roh Kudus,

bawalah daku kembali hidup dalam naungan sayap Mu, dalam cinta kasih dan belas kasihan-Mu..Amin.

Shalom ^_^

tergerak pula hati mau sharing nie malam..

ada bha saya terbaca itu blog c kawan, and dia nie baru juga convert pg Muslim bha...mmm yang saya kecil hati cikit la bila tebaca blog dia nie berabis dengan post2nya membanding2kan agama dia dengan agama lain..tapi inda apa juga la, itu la jalan yang dia pilih kan..semoga Tuhan sentiasa memberkati c kawan ini :)

paling penting saya mau share kan, c kawan ini ada menyatakan yang dia nie memang dari kecil kenal Allah Tritunggal dan percaya akan kekuasaan dan kewujudan-Nya...tapi sayang dia inda pernah cuba untuk menghidupi-Nya...

adakah cukup bagi kita untuk sekadar kenal percaya sahaja??

For me, It is NOT ENOUGH!

even the Devil also know and believe that there is GOD...but

James 2:19,"You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe - and tremble."

 Our relationship with God should be more than knowing and believing...believing is just the beginning..

The most important is we must have FAITH..

Believing is not having faith, and having faith is not believing...believe and faith is two different thing, but both believing and faith are essentially connected. Believing in God is passive. There are millions of people call themselves Christian because they believe in God and Jesus Christ.

Mengapa kita harus memiliki IMAN ??

"Sebab tanpa iman tidak mungkin orang berkenan kepada Allah.

Sebab barangsiapa berpaling kepada Allah, ia harus percaya bahwa Allah ada, dan bahwa Allah memberi upah kepada orang yang sungguh-sungguh mencari Dia." Ibrani 11:6

Begitu pentingnya arti iman ini bagi hidup dan kehidupan kita sehingga kita harus hidup dengan iman. Namun sering-kali kita melupakannya sehingga menyebabkan kehidupan kita sering mengalami kekalahan.

.Dan bagaimana pula kita mahu mengimani Allah Tritunggal kita ??

kita mengungkapkan Iman kita melalui perbuatan kita-melalui cara hidup kita. Kerna, Iman tanpa perbuatan itu adalah MATI..

Yakobus 2:14-17

Iman tanpa perbuatan pada hakekatnya adalah mati2:14 Apakah gunanya, saudara-saudaraku, jika seorang mengatakan, bahwa ia mempunyai iman, padahal ia tidak mempunyai perbuatan 1 ? n Dapatkah iman itu menyelamatkan dia? 2:15 Jika seorang saudara atau saudari tidak mempunyai pakaian dan kekurangan makanan o sehari-hari, 2:16 dan seorang dari antara kamu berkata: "Selamat jalan, kenakanlah kain panas dan makanlah sampai kenyang!", tetapi ia tidak memberikan kepadanya apa yang perlu bagi tubuhnya, apakah gunanya itu? p 2:17 Demikian juga halnya dengan iman: Jika iman itu tidak disertai perbuatan, maka iman itu pada hakikatnya adalah mati . 

Sesungguhnya untuk memahami Misteri Allah Tritunggal Mahakudus adalah sangat sukar akal budi kita manusia untuk menggapainya...dari segi logiknya pun kita sudah menolak atau mempertikaikan bagaimana terjadinya Tritunggal itu...bagi akal budi kita manusia Tritunggal itu sesuatu yang mustahil....namun bagi Allah Bapa kita, TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL...

Yohanes 1:1, 14a

Pada mulanya adalah Firman; Firman itu bersama-sama dengan Allah dan Firman itu adalah Allah. Firman itu telah menjadi manusia, dan diam di antara kita.

Disaat kita buntu mohonlah kepada Tuhan, agar melalui perantaraan Putera-Nya Yesus Kristus, ducurahkan-Nya Roh Kudus kebijaksanaan untuk membimbing kita, menerangi hati kita untuk memahami setiap rencana-Nya dalam kehidupan kita.

Matius 7:7

Mintalah, maka akan diberikan kepadamu; carilah, maka kamu akan mendapat; ketoklah, maka pintu akan dibukakan bagimu.

Aku mengasihi orang yang mengasihi aku, dan orang yang tekun mencari aku akan mendapatkan daku. —Amsal 8:17

^_^ itu saja saya mau sharing...

Tuhan Mengasihi kita!

Shalom ♥

BAD DAY!

Magandang araw! (Beautiful day!)

nothing special actually. Just wanna keep my spirit up by thinking positive.

Have a bad day last Saturday...I was involved in a car accident!...fuuhhhh thanks God no one injured except the car (dented and scratched, a minor dent saja larr )...there is nothing to regret now, It's my mistake anyway...must be more careful next time. I just feel bad coz it is a new car, huhu I just bought the car a week ago T.T sob sob..

nahh but my motivation to improve my driving skill still burning...I just need someone to guide me, maybe for a few days or week, especially for a long distance driving...someone who are competent driver, of course. This is a probem. nanti la dicari...

A day to remember :

25/5/2013 Got my car license 

25/6/2013 my first salary 

26/7/2013 bought my first car (myvi SE 1.3)

                03/8/2013 involved in a car accident, my bad, my mistake..no one injured except the car (minor dent and scratches)..Thanks God!

"Friends are simply heartwarming to have"
Many thanks to my friend and her husband, they help me to deal with the victim...
I am really grateful because no people injured...the victim car (Hilux vigo) just got a few scratches..and we sort thing out after he (hilux owner) talked to my friend's husband...

okay laarr...harap2 lepas nie sa akan lebih berhati-hati la driving..."ingat la orang yang tersayang" dia bilang kan...

Driver's Prayer

Sacred Heart of Jesus, grant me
a steady hand and watchful eye,
that none be hurt as I pass by.
Thou givest life. I pray no act of mine
take away or mar that gift Divine.
Protect those, Lord, who travel with me
from highway dangers and all anxiety.
Teach me to use my car for others' needs
and never miss the beauty of Thy
world through excessive speed.
I pledge to drive with loving concern
to my every destination,
offering each travel hour to Thee
in a spirit of reparation.
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus,
my auto Companion,
have mercy on me. 

Amen.

♥Be grateful, be content♥

Sorry, this may be a bit harsh

huh gonna vomit everything here

uneasy hearts they weigh the most

makes my heart swell to burst

half of me is just pretending

pretending to agree

pretending to be happy, sometimes..

pretending to be open minded

half of me is real

half of me is fake

hah I'm screw up my life, the intellectual said...

I'm hypocrite..Liar..

I'm lost in a wilderness, Ambiguity, obscurity

can't find the way to express my whole feeling.

I suffer a feeling of dissatisfied...

But, that is life I guess...

everything happen for a reason..

Just because the sun shone today and it felt good 

-tomorrow it may rain 

but we mustn't get upset  

but be content and grateful anyway..

I am trying to be grateful...

trying so hard to be cheerful

and be content with what I have today.

Because nothing in this world is perfect..

and again...indeed, everything happen for a reason.

Thank you Lord for everything!

the happiness and contentmenti

is when you are there with me, Lord.

I ♥ u Lord Jesus

Teach me to love you more.

Quotes

Shalom!

How's your day so far??...huhu my day has been pretty boring and lame. haha am I experiencing a symptom of clinical depression?...that's what stated in wikipedia.."Boredom can be a symptom of clinical depression."

haha not that worse larr..when boredom struck, here I am ^_^ randomly blogging..any topic, stories..or just anything that come across my mind..there are lots of ways to escape the boredom.Up to you lorr, do what you like..playing games, listening music, etc...just don't take the wrong routes. 

Okay, today I just wanna share with you guys some quotes...hope you get inspired ^_^

Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're lonely.

The dream is there, but the motivation decided otherwise.

I always hold on this quotes when I start a new journey in life...indeed, it's always like this...every beginning will always the hardest. Flash back when I started working two months ago...what in my mind is "what am I suppose to do?"...where should I start?..then I need to adapt with the working environment, get to know the staff...and etc..you need to overcomes every problems step by step.

hehe palan-palan orang sabah bilang...okay^^

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid; You say that you love me too. -Bob Marley

The quotes above, I think it is about honesty...yeeaah I'm also being dishonest in some cases...I think we sometimes need to pretend. But when it comes to emotion and feelings, better to be honest ^^

Goodbyes are not forever.

Goodbyes are not the end.

They simply mean I'll miss you

Until we meet again!

~Author Unknown

Paalam na po...

(Bye now...->in Philippines-use with older people)

He lied to me!

Have I told you that I'm so vulnerable??...

yeahh I am...really vulnerable inside...

Today my heart hardened once again...

He lied to me...

He is, someone that I thought was a prince charming that I always dreams of and waiting for...

haha thought that He will be my love, my life partner..

almost believe that He loves me and want me to be His special girl..

It turned out to be my Almost Lover..

shouldn't trust people easily..

dear heart please don't fall in love so easily..

Today, I let my heart to be hardened once again.

However, I forgive Him...think positive lorr..lucky, I'm not so in love with Him before I know that He already have a special girlfriend...Thanks God!...But its hurt...yeahh it is..because I really hate when people lie to me...especially when feeling and emotions involved...

Done!...Goodbye my almost lover!...Goodbye my hopeless dreams...

“When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable.” 

― Madeleine L'Engle

*crappy english betul oo kan...@.@

All the Best for JULY!

Every end is just a new beginning. Keep your spirits and determination unshaken and you shall always walk the glory road. With courage, faith and efforts you shall conquer everything you desire. I wish you a very happy new month. 

- See more at: http://www.legendquote.com/2013/01/new-month-quotes.html#sthash.XCafrmai.dpuf

All the best for JULY guys..cheers!!

Addict to "Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven"

Hi! how's your day?...nice day, isn't it?....hehe ^.^

Recently, i've been addicted to this kind of music...been spending much of my free time searching for this kind of songs, its lyrics and guitar chords...alas I left my guitar at my uncle's home..huuuhh. I mis 'Him' damn much!! :'(...I cannot wait to go home and hold 'Him' close to me..@.@

anyway, what do you think about this song??...hehe I'm kinda classic gurl, you know. I love the slow rock version of song..and sometimes addicted to Hard Rock...ouhh yeahhh check this out too...Metallica Nothing Else Matters. Now I got a new mission, learn the acoustic fingerstyle guitar for the song below and some from Metallica (include the song i mention above). wish me luck!..I kind of lazy actually, especially when it comes to learn the fingerstyle...why?? because I think it is to hard to learn..huhu that's why I never better in fingerstyle..lack of courage! wokeyy gonna light up my fire of courage now! I must learn and be pro at least one song. Ho ho ho I'm burning...buuutttt wait till I get my 'Love' :D

Bha...now enjoy everybody!...Let the music heals your heart! 

ALOHA!!!   

Maybe I should give the lyric, so that you could sing along with LED ZEPPELIN,one of the Greatest Artist of Hard Rock..^^

LED ZEPPELIN - Stairway To Heaven
 
                              
   Am           G                C            D  
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold 
              F                             G   Am  
and she's buying a stairway to  heaven 
Am                                 G                C                 D  
When she gets there she knows if the stores are all closed 
           F                                    G     Am  
with a word she can get what she came for 
C  D  F   Am                     C           G               D  
Oh___  oh____  and she's buying a stairway to heaven 
              C               D                F                Am  
There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure 
                C                       D                      F 
'cause you know sometimes words have two meanings 
       
       Am            G                   C                   D  
In a tree by the brook there's a songbird who sings 
                 F                                   G   Am          Am G C D F G Am
Sometimes all of her thoughts are misgiven 
G Am7 Am Dsus4 D                                 Am7 Am Em D C D
                     Oh___ it makes me wonder                
Am7 Am Dsus4 D                 Am7 Am Em D C D
Oh___  it makes me wonder                   

              C         G                Am  
There's a feeling I get when I look to the west  
            C         G             F  Am  
and my spirit is crying for leaving 
         C                     G                   Am  
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees 
            C           G                       F  Am      C  G
and the voices of those who stand looking 
Am7 Am Dsus4  D                                      Am7 Am Em D C D  
                      Oh___  it makes me wonder                   
Am7 Am Dsus4  D                           Am7  Am  D  C  D  
Oh___  it  really makes me wonder                   

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune 
then the piper will lead us to reason 
And the new day will dawn for those who stand long 
and the forest will echo with laughter 

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow don't be alarmed now 
it's just a spring clean for the May queen 
Yes there are two paths you can go by but in the long run 
there's still time to change the road you're on 
...and it makes me wonder

Your head is humming and it won't go in case you don't know 
the piper's calling you to join him 
Dear lady can you hear the wind blow and did you know 
your stairway lies on the whispering wind 

D Dsus2 D Dsus4 D Dsus2 D Dsus4 C Cadd9 C Cadd9 C  
                                                  
Am           G                         F G 
And as we wind on down the road 
Our shadows taller than our soul 
There walks the lady we all know 
Who shines white light and wants to show 
how everything still turns to gold 
And if you listen very hard 
the truth will come to you at last 
When all are one and one is all 
To be a rock and not to roll 

              F                            G  Am  
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.

P/S I got the lyrics and guitar chord HERE...I haven't try the chord yet...so I don't know how accurate it is..hehe why don't you get your guitar and play the songs! PEACE!

UPDATE!

haiii!!!...atukkkoii lama sudah saya inda update nie blog, bebulan2 sudah (hehe mcm la ada yg tunggu kana update kan)...lama inda online bah, dpt online pun skijap saja.. Bah Kotobian Tadau Tagazo do Kaamatan bo..hujung bulan 5 suda nie. haha mesti aramai tie sudah yang di kampung tu. saya inda sempat la, minggu lalu sibuk urus lapor diri sana kudat, pastu minggu depan orentasi pula untuk kami yang baru kana lantik @ baru masuk kerja. Harap-harap masalah rumah sudah kana urus, buli juga balik kaamatan sana kampung. Kalau inda Kaamatan sendiri2 saja la ☹..

Haha inda apa la, no stress.."Whatever comes your way, just try to enjoy each and everyday"..^_^

betul kai tu??? ◉◟◉ hehe

atuukkk sa inda tau pula apa sa mau cerita nie..bagus saya kasi tampal2 dulu gambar kan, pastu baru saya cerita. "Every Picture Tells A Story" bilang Rod Stewart ^_^

This picture was taken during my young sister's birthday (girl with a mouth wide open^^)...got a lots more pictures but as long as there something that can remind me of the beautiful moment we have..one is enough^^

 nah ini yang bikin gerigitan nie. Air liur pun meleleh-leleh nampak..hehe teringat balik lepas habis mengatam padi terus p putung tu bambangan..mmmmmhh tudu bangat :'(

 hehe biasa la, inda buli kalau inda ambil gambar kalau nampak binatang2 kici nie...fuh i tried to find the name of this caterpillar but alas..fail! because I didn't search deep enough..hoho lazy loorr

 :) just finished harvesting the paddy plant.

 nah adik2ku yang gorgeous...baru juga abis mongomot (menuai)..

 yeaaah I believe I can fly ♫♬♪

 happy birthday cousin!!!

 going home after a tiring yet great adventure ;jungle tracking bah...◝◡◜

 Kotobian Tadau Tagazo do Kaamatan bha...gambar nie masa Pesta Kaamatan gabungan di Gereja St. Yohannes Pukak

 Broku yang seorang nie lama sdah inda balik kampung tapi sebab mau mengundi masa PRU13 yang lalu kan dapat juga dia balik cni Sabah...tapi inda lama la, lebih kurang satu minggu saja. koidu po langad bha. Sempat juga dia join ni Pesta Kaamatan sebelum terbang pigi semenanjung. bha Bro bagus2 ko sana seberang laut arr! ^_^

Ini surprise baini...inda sangka pula tejumpa sama ni adik angkat kami :'(..sedih bah bila nampak nie gambar. dulu dia tinggal sama kami, mau lebih kurang 6 ka 7 tahun tu, pastu tu nenek dia ambil dia balik tinggal sama durang. huhu masih belum selesai lagi nie konflik nie. Kalau dulu durang (nenek) ambil dia cara baik inda juga ada masalah. Sekarang mau di bawa bincang pun degil. Inda tau la macam mana nasib adik dia yang seorang lagi. :( I still wish they're with us. Dorang memang sudah macam adik kandung kami sendiri. Tepa la, mana2 durang pigi pun durang tetap adik kami. Lord Jesus, Bless them :)

^_^ Ini pula aktiviti paling last sa ikut sebelum posting..."Ziarah Bersama Yesus" program with the youth in my chapel. It's a great experience for me. I thought that I'm the most suffering person in my kampung because every one or two week I'll walk from my father's village to my mother's village (or vise versa) to help them with their chores ; farming etc..It took 3 hour of walking, you know...so tiring...

tapi hakikatnya dalam dunia nie kan banyak lagi bah yang lebih susah dari bjalan kaki selama 3 jam...ada lagi kali yang bejalan setengah hari baru sampai..satu hari pun ada kali tu...inda lagi la mau merungut-rungut nie...hehe mimang pun jauh gia tu mau jalan, tapi sabar nopo bho. Bila sampai tempat tujuan hilang juga tu panat.heeee

hehe this is our youth team..there are 11 of us altogether ^_^

our route takes about two hours (more or less) and the worse part is we need to climb up a hill...haha all this time i thought that its just take a few minute to go the kampung (our first station ; kg Kisonit). itu la orang bilang 'kamu tidak akan tahu selagi kamu belum melaluinya'...^_^ satu saja pengajaran yang paling penting saya dapat kan; Don't judge the book by its cover bah...hehe selalu juga kana dingar kan.

wahhh hilang semua kepenatan naik bukit lepas nampak ni pemandangan...it's a wonderful scenery!

 Our last station...St Julius, Tolungan. 2 hours from (more or less) our first station;Kg kisonit. ...gonna miss this moment..It's a wonderful gathering ^_^

Last but not least, a butterfly and me^^...cerita di sebalik butterfly ni kan; 

satu hari sbelum p lapor diri sana kudat sampat jg pg kabun nie p petik lada...msa sibuk2 melayan perasaan kan (pikir2 mcm mna tym kerja nanti) tiba2 dtg tu rama2 hinggap di tangan sya..ini lai nie...hehe hilang semua kerisauan sa pasal kerja...
bah selamat bertugas kio utk kita semua yg baru posting..yg dpt jauh2 kan/ inda suka tpt posting kmu tu kan, sabar sja boh..there must be something good for you there...& remember God will not always give you what you want, but He will always give you what you need.^_*

^O^ kelaparan sudah saya nie. mau pigi makan dulu la...haha siou la kamu yang pakar2 ingilis nie kan kalau tekeluar air mata ka, temuntah ka sebab tebaca ingilis saya yang teruk betul..hhee

Apa-apa pun, aramaiii tieee kio!!!

Hati-hati kalau yang moginum tu kio, jangan sampai jalan pun guna 4 kaki (2 kaki + 2 tangan ^O^)...

Bah kamu dingar dulu gia nie lagu. Inspiring song moti ni..

Apa-apa pun dari kita saja baitu...BABAI!!!

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